Total Eclipse of the Heart;

11:08 AM

I wish i can turn back the time.
I wish i am now 2 months before my graduation. I would hv tell mum and dad, i wanna stay and continue for post graduate.
Life as a Young working adult is so suffering. I feel so lost in my career also in life. I m in no where now. I dont know where i belong. I wish i can be one of them, to avoid the working pathway, stay far away from homeland, and using FURTHER study as an excuse to live thru student life and spend parents' money!
Have i really follow what my heart tells? Have i really do what i wish without taking other into consideration? I feel so sick by living in other's ppl life! Doing what they wish but not mine!

If i can adjust the time, i dont want to be here at this moment at this place. Either i want to be in 5 years in future, or i want be 3 years back in past!
EIther i adjusted past, or i plan for my future. Now, i m stucked here. Too many things to be considered. I cant just do as i wish. Bt, i has nvr do as i wish in past too.

KIDNAP ME!! TAKE ME AWAY!!!

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12:26 PM

在最低落的时候，我看见了这篇文章。我说啊，人往往在最低落的时候，就会被眼前的事情给蒙了眼。不好的现在被不知觉中，被放大。。而之前的好事，也跟着一忘而净。我不愿批评任何人。别人的过错，不需要我来承担。今天，我只想让自己快乐。就算事实不是这样，我决定网开一面，我选择看好的一面，我选择记得你的好。我控制不了你如何对我，至少我有权和能力控制自己。

在办公室里，说你坏话的人肯定比说你好话的人多。因为人性使然，人会妒忌，人亦自卑：阿里和两个朋友出门，两个朋友叫a和b.他们走了很远的路，累得要命。来到一条河流前面，a说：不如你休息一会才过河吧。但b说：既然已经到了河边，应该先过河然后才休息吧！

两个人为此而争论起来，叫阿里来评评理。阿里只觉得这是一件小事。但b却不同意，反而骂起阿里来。a 不值b所为，打了b 一拳，b很生气，用树枝在河边上写了：某年某月某日，a 打了b一拳。

3人过了河，一路不说话。不久，天色突然大变，b不小心险些向路侧的悬崖跌下去，a 用双手从后面抱着b的腰，把他拉回路上。

b谢了a后,从口袋拿出刀片，在石头上刻了：某年某月某日，a救了b一命。阿里好奇的问：为何a打你，你在沙上写字，而他救了你，你却刻在石上？

b：别人打我，我在沙上写下来，但大雨一来或河水一涨，字便消失了，既如我的怨恨会随时日而逝，不值一记。但别人救我的事，刻在石上，纵使风吹雨打，也不会磨灭。既如我感恩之情，永远也不会磨灭。

前者是负能量，后者是正能量，我们想吸什么，由自己决定。。。- end -

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12:03 PM

HaHaHa... Its 2nd of May 2010 now.. Thing isnt as smooth as i expected.. I overestimated myself.. Thought would have getting a job a week or 2 after i quit my former job.. But it looks like, something must have gone wrong.. Either my expectation for salary too high... or some updates on resumes are needed... or i am depleted from LUCK! However, be positive is what i can do.. So... I had some good times while i am waiting to be hooked on job!

Some pictures for the month of April 2010..

2nd April 2010, Shopping with Pillow at 1U. We went for the sake of burning $$.. So.. a deep fried cucumbers + 2 drinks, we burnt Rm40..haha

Just realize... i deleted Pillow's pictures... hehe.. bcz he made me mad!

2nd April Nite, 'yumcha' with my 2 buddies at Jaya 33.. Simply a beer + bloodymarrry + Hoegaarden, i think i burnt another hundred..

I got u!

9th April 2010, Dad's birthday.. Intended to dine out, but he prefered to have it at home.. So.. Saved $$! haha..

14th April 2010.. Suprise flowers from a friend.. ceh.. thought i would have get something better as i had received his flowers not too long ago.. Old Age Idea.. haha.. but anyway, thanks btw..

Lucky it still smell rossy..haha

Birthday dinner with KO at Look-out-Point, finally!

15th April 2010, a 3days 2 nites Trip to Penang with family..Yuuuhuuu...

"3k... honda civic... a one way flight to Aus... globe travel pass... HR manager .."

17th April 2010, My birthday celebration at RL's house.. Thanks to the organisers... appreciated your hard works.. and also the suprise!

Yy and Rl's Dad, LIm Teh??

Wo Jing Ni!

27th April 2010, Datapulse "Acer Survey" at Eastin.. actually phototaking is prohibited.. but..hhehe.. i m Malaysian!

29th April 2010, Happening NIte! My first visit to Club! Euphoria with 3 sei lou.. Zp.. Sm.. Rl.. i think we were too quiet for as a clubber.. I cant WILD! but do had some great times with these ppls... sumore a sleepless nite.. Zp asked for a game at 5am.. Rl watched IP MAN at 5am.. Sm ignored us and yumcha with Zhou Gong d..

Sleepy not Drunk !

- The End for April -

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