No matter what the world say, i know myself well then anyone.
What i have done, and i m doing, or what i may do in future, i will never regret. Everything just come by faith, it happened with a reason, even though we might not know about it. Sometimes, should learn not too eager to strive for a reason or an answer as they will come naturally if there is faith.
We are so willing to give people time and chances, why not to ourselves? Be mindful and be positive will turn all the bad to the best outcome.

I admit i ve been farther back for quite alot things lately. But it doesn't mean i don't care or i ignore them intentionally. I spend so much time in life to care about others and put others at first priority. I dont expect to get return, but they chose to thwart me heartlessly. They could have be very hurt that u will nvr stand up, but i chose to take positive approach. I just chose the way i want to be. To live myself upmost, instead of expecting people to make ur life. Over demanding will kill yourself and also others.

I am happy to be a steady, mature and smart person. Maybe i haven't reach the stage, but i chose to be and i am ready to be groomed. I dont simply complain. I dont complain for the sake of complaining. I complain because i m unhappy about a situation and i want to put it right. Hence, when i am complaining, i will make sure i dont turn people off. If somehow i meet someone who has no respect or sense of understanding, come on, i will tell them off.

I have taken 2 days off. I attended 2 days of interview at CIMB. The first interview was kinda tension, as i applied for management training (trained to be manager in future..haha..jk). I got no knowledge of banking business operations, in the past, i didnt really pay a second on this industry. But now i am applying for this position which could have spend rest of my days looking at financial and investment services, banking proceses/management. I was questionned hardly by the interviewer (who was pretty racist). I know she was trying to find fault after i couldnt answer who is the CEO. Then she kept blasting me with very informative question such as: "how does the CIMB Islamic bank make their income since they dont earn interest?" "what is the different between CIMB Islamic and CIMB Investment".. Unfortunately, i couldnt answer, maybe i was not well prepared, but she shouldnt be questionning me like having quizzes. I told her confidently what i have is a proper working attitude, an attitude that could have be more important in a working environment than the knowledge you have. That is also why i took up the management training instead of applying for a position because i am ready to be groomed and willing to absorb as much knowledge as possible so that i can work my skills well with the knowledges i gained.She could have asked with courtesy but not the rude and egotistic look.

Today, i went for TSQ assessment test in the morning. Those working memory test, reation test, accuracy calculation, were pretty interesting and challenging. I love it. But i am not confident to say i score well because i belive no one could have actualy finish all questions by the given short amount of time. However, i made it!
I received their call, informing me that i have passed the first round of interview, and i had score well for the assessment test. hehe. But coming up next, my third challenge will be a Business Presentation on next Wed. The presentation topic will only be given on Tues. A day to prepare. But i know i will do my best and makesure the BLOODY wanton (first interviewer) see my great performance and take back her words before i take over her position...(EGOTISTIC look now)