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8:54 PM
haven't been posting for the last week, let me replace them now.
6th of May 2007
It's a Sunday, as usual i m home and stay in. Weekend will never go shopping mall to cramp with others. Let the working men and women to free their weekend on the mall.. student like me, free all the week, so will just go lepak on weekdays.
Afternoon, promised Noelle to go perdana for the chanting..so as promised, i went there with sis n mum.. after the chant around 430pm, me n sis headed home as she wanted to watch the final match for badminton.
Later evening, went Tmn Tun nite market wit mama and sis. i don like nite market.. first of all, its stink...dirty...and its crowded..got to squeeze with ppl..n nothing much to see also... However, how many time more i can go with family? probably less than 3times? by thinking of tat, i decided to follow them.. so got some fruit back, at nite, i had fruit as dinner..
7th of May 2007
Another boring home day... later evening, went perdana with mum as there gona be a gathering with food served, because our master come from Taiwan. this was her second visit in this year.. had lots nice food toda! enjoyed the food.. then after the meal, master gave talk. its talk bout the youth, youth's problem..wasn't interested with it.. so 10pm, followed Wx to pick his bros up from tuition.. so i brought An An along.. So happy tat he wanted to follow and tag along with me.. and surprisingly, his father just left him to me..haha...ofcz,dint want to loose this great apportunity.. carried him and ciao we got into the car. then...he started to cry..oh god..i will never want to have a child..i m so scare of the baby's cry and see their' tears...sobsob...whenevr they cry, i feel so helpless...as i dono their baby's language..i just couldnt calm him down...he kept sobbing..felt so sorry for him.. while we were waiting outside the tuition centre, he was crying loudly..luckily there wasnt much passbyer...ppl mite tot we kidnapped a baby.. then finally, the two bros finished their tuition.. and we left the tuition centre and back to the lodge.. When the baby saw the parents, he was so cheerish and happy. Then, we get to know tat his parents were so worry of him as they din know we drove An An off...they tot we were just hanging around down the street...hhaah...oops...
8th of May 2007
Another stay in day...Damn boring.......buah tahan le...
At nite, went to Nan Yang Siang Pao for our master's talk.. Just go there as our lodge members going. As one the master's support team, all of us attended with our lodge's uniform.. Bluerish..hehe..
Then something happened at home. So dint want to go home.. so me,sis and mum just followed the mama's gang to yumcha with master.. U mite get surprise tat how come 2 Nuns go mamak at such a late hour, 12am..somemore they were from taiwan. nt surprise. they have been trained by the buddhist member..haha..we always bring them to mamak at nite.. let them tried the maggie goreng, the roti canai, and teh tarik, and they love it so much. Ofcz , eevrything got to be in vegetarian.. mean no meet or garlic in the noodles.
after we fulled their stomach, we had a little chat.. they talk about their center in Taiwan. its right top of the moutain. just like wat we saw on those kungfu movie, those shao lin temple.
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12:33 PM
13 May 2007
Many things happened in this week. Mostly were bad things and those upset moments. Suria’s mood swing easily and get affected by others, family and friend.
To my parents:
why can’t they learn to be happy? Why must they get affected easily by person that is not worth for them to worry about? They should know it isn’t the first time for him to piss them off and this is a daily happening EVEnt, why stil get bothered and get so pissed off by what he spoken? He tried to turn the house down, to make us fight against each others, why would you all wanted to be his bait?? Why aren’t you all just ignore and learn be smarter? “If we cant live so as to be happy. Let us least live so as to deserve it.” By that saying, I believe you all still not letting go. Always reminding me not to be affected by the chaos, asking me to live as who I am and how I shod be, yet, you are spoiling my life. Maybe ‘spoiling’ is a heavy word, but its true. After so long, finally I make up my patience toward brother, never get involve into argument and fight with him, ignore those bad things. But why cant you both? Attended so many talks, and advices given by others, still you all learn nothing from that. Dad and brother are getting worst. Mum, why can’t you just let them go? It’s sad to see you three keep involving in the same problem. It’s worst when you all trying to put all the blame to me and sister. What we did that piss you both more than brother did? It’s just unfair…Just because he is abnormal, we got to take all his blames?? No way, I have been tolerating all the while. It’s such unfair that you both care so much for him. How bout me? Don’t expect me to be such understanding at all times. There are also times when I can’t accept it. I don’t want my life been ruin by him. I strongly believe in karma and family is a circle. One affects another. Every time it goes, it will run in a circle and it will come back to you if nobody trying to solve it. I am a psychology student yet I did nothing for all these.. I seem to be a failure. Mum tends to complain that I been helping other so much, spending my time on others but not to my own family. I dono why, just feel that it’s impossible for us to get over it. Just let it be bah…so that I won’t see myself as a failure. At least when I m helping outside, I feel I m more useful than home. At least other appreciates what I have been doing to them.
To my friend:
Friendship is just like romance, it needs to be worked on to keep it fresh, alive and strong. If taking bestie for granted, drop her off when other comes on, that’s a sign tat u aren’t doing enough to nurture the friendship. Fortunately, I m a loyal, consistent and reliable friend… hehe.. at least to few of them? Yea, I am..no doubt..haha..pergi mana oso ajak you guys wat….seldom have world of two person. No worry, because of that, I appreciate more the time when we both spend together =)
* to my girlfriend, u r great. Don’t know how to explain my feeling, but u r always the best. Though u will not see this, but still I want to express my feeling here, I am glad to have u as my bestie. =) Yesterday read an article about <>. Hope I m not one of them. Although time we spend together are not as much as last time, yet, I always care about you. I am always your good listener and BEstie!!
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11:46 AM
4-05-07
Hari ini, kami (cc,zp,suria) telah pergi ke Neway,I utama sing K. Tidak lama kemudian, Sm telephoned, Sm kata RUilin nak joined kami.. So oklo.. Dekat 12pm, Sm dan Ruilin datang.. oh.. B4 tat, saya nampak kawan lama saya di Neway, dia sedang kerja di sana..Huiching. lama tak jumpa dia.. totaly din change.. ok..So kami sing k until 230pm.. b4 i forgot, let me discribe how those dishes we had tat day. 3 of us we had 6 huge plates of food.. then the two came in..the food get more and more..haha. got salad, drink, ice cream, meal.. and etc..crazy..but the salad quite nice..i like it..but the spag s zp told, was bad.. so remember, nextime no spag d..
Kemudian, kami pergi McD, funny not. i just mentioned too many food and we din able to finis, now zp said he was hungry...so we went to Old wing to get his stomacth filled..aiks... then we went jusco kacau yy...dia sedang kerja waktu itu... she told me day b4 not to go there cha dong...keke... yet.. here i m !! somemore she said i bring alont 4 MONG NAN Zi...wahhaa..so funny..okla..played with those Bonia clothes.. some times later, we get bored and we ciao..
then its bowling...stupid...something happened there..but not to mention d..affected bit by tat..but yet... my bowling result turn the mood back...haha.. looks like i ned to practise more on tat ...cant alwiz loose to the guys! especialy zp...dono how to play stil win me..haiz...hahahaha....
then the stupd thing continue...we were Kan Zhong by a guy..guess he is probably the guy who pas the love letter to cc...he actualy wrote a letter wana be fren with the guy..dono which of us..but he is a guy and he is intrested in one of our guys... then he pas the note to the bowl worker.. but too obvious..its him..he kp looking at us..and after our game..he followed us out...whenever we go...he keep loiterin and hang around there... then zp decided to play on him..so we all rush off and tried to distract his view on us.. but yet! he is damn scary... wheneevr we go..even we travel up and down, stl we saw him hanging around us!! he was quick and obviously he followed us!! wonder wat he want from us... but in the end..we lost view on him.. and we decided to go home ..go home attentively...when we walked back to the carpark, we check all around, make sure nobody following us..incase he recognized our car.. or etc...tats a scary but adventurous day! =)
5-05-07
today, should be our second time for acupunture.. went thre at 1130..waited an hour there.. then its our turn..too bad..i couldn stand the pain and i wasn psychologicaly prepared..so cried there and quick the treament..so malu...
afternoon, after treament, slpt al the way, then nite, went for lodge...
after chant, agin yumcha with wx..
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11:05 AM
2nd May 2007
Nah...today we promised Noelle to go her house.. 1100am, Wx picked me and Junyi, we went ss2 b4 Noelle's housee...S the fei chai had an apointment with the dentist.. so meantime he got his bracess fixed, i teman Junyi for bfast.. then heard bout his story..so cham of him , everyda after school , he went for lunch alond, then walked bac home alone.. whole day alone... mum dad sis working..nobody really see him..aiks..poorthing..no wonder keep running to CC and get chased home by mum..he is just lonely beeing at home..17 this yer.. very huge size...but personaly, can see tat the inner part of him is quite mature and understandin child.. though most of the time quite Naughty and bully.. a 17 years old guy, he is just a simple playful child.
ok..bac ...fei chai done d..so me fei chai and fei lou (juniyi)haha... went to Noelle's house..
i lead Wx all the way, though its also my first time there... but JALAN BATAI ooo...of cz i know la.. been there for 2 years+ 6months edi .. her house at Damansara Height..
big house, with big field and 18/19 rabbits... hmm...Noelle get so excited when she saw us.. jumping and hopping around...i guess, no frens had been invited to her house b4..we were the first though..aiks..her parents are too protective.. since they din know how long she can live, y not just let her live happily..not to worry so muc..she is 11 d..guess she know how she fel for her health.. oh ya..let me intro... Noelle - she is 11years old.. my lodge fren.. came and joined our lodge a year ago...tat time she was pretty sick...cz she had a heart problem. her dad is a doctor.. yet.. he cant cure his own daughter.. and anytime she can be in danger.. so she came to our lodge and met our master.. then everyone started to chant for her... now, can she tat she isnt the gal a year b4, she is much healthier and happy.. she goes the lodge every sat with her mum.. then play with us. she is the youngest little gal DURING las year..but who know.. lately come lots younger kids..nah..but she stil our noelle!
then its lunch...hehe...tats our purpose here...Auntie promised to make us pasta...YUmm..tat was delicious...the two fellow ate alot..so did i ..haha..no choice,s its too nice...and don waste food ma...haha.. after lunch, we played Monopoly...hmm..longtime never play this d..at home.. usualy just me n bro playing but tat was years years ago...so toda we played like DIAN de... kp shouting.. then tea time we had scrone.. then we played chasing ...childish huh? no choice one 11yrs girl, one 17 yrs boy and another 19 yrs old boy..and me...the oldest 20yrs old lady...haiz...
around 5pm we ciao d... Noelle look so upset...kp askin us to come agin..see la.. Oh, Wx seem to get scolded by his mum.hope he is fine...and deal with it happily la.
3rd May 2006
today went acupunture with mum and brother.. first time in my life i tried this kinda thing.. not to say very pain..but not comfortable... s needles and blood are those 2 things tat i scared the most... go there to cure my headache..been having tat since secondary school.. ok..this is how it goes: first, they poke the needles on parts that need to be cured.. i m having headace, so the sick places would be shoulder, neck and side of head... OUCh.. they pooked the needles , then placed the bottle on the places that been poked, and used the machine to suck the bottle..No..should say suck ur meat...haha..so tat the clotted and black and poisonous blood can be sucked out... OUUCh...tats pain.... but stil i stand it... then the whole process puncture and sucking processes repeated 3 times... wat can i say...tats pain.. and dono how much blood of mine been sucked out.
After an hour of treament, we went for lunch then home... ya, s they said. after the treament, we get tired and sleepy...especialy those doing the treament for headache.. so i slept from 3 to 6 in the afternoon... at nite.. the wound started to pain..but stil ok..i can stand it..
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10:07 AM
Lets continue...30th April 2007Today decided to go Kl, Lowyat to get my phone fix and buy my laptop gadget. 1030am , dad dropped me at the Bahagia Lrt Station..took sometimes to reach Bangsar.. Damn.. SOrrry.. i was late.. sorry to keep him waiting me at the Bangsar station for half hour... BUt.. its our gal's right to let the guy wait..HAHA..okie.. but if its him, i will not want him to wait..Then, off we go... we get the car parked at the Timesquare.. its cheaper and easier to get the parking space.... Then we went to the GSC, check out the showing time.. and finally we catch up with the Hills Have Eyes2... Woow..what can i comment bout tat show? erm....bit scary...not to say scary but kinda cruel, vicious.. but i prefer it more than others... B4 the show started, we went Lowyat to send in my phone..meantime, some arguments happened.. its stupid...arghh..very stupid..y get angry at this such small little matter? sorry le..i jz couldn help it.. too emo though.. i just dislike ppl to miss promised.." i don mind you go with tikus et al for the show, but ..but..u promised to watch tat with me in the beginning.. out of sudden u promised others.. its like, i m being ditched =( ".. anyway, i know u don mean it. i m just hoping much from u bah.
after show, we were back to Lowyat again. cz he wanted to get a new hp...aiks ..after glancing some phones, finnnaly we decided to go back the shop that i used to get my samsung D-520. and he made up his mind to buy K618.. its a nice phone and i think its kinda worth.. it costs bout 780 with all the latest and well function. i want a new phone!!!.. aih... too bad..i shouldn have get my samsung so soon...SEe see..now there are more nice and new phones out there... anyway... i m not regret... just SUPEr regret! haha....nah... im not that type of person... will never get regret of wat i have done.. maybe just bit dissappointed.
after getting the phone and get all the things fixed, we went for a sip.. then its time to go off.. aiks.. time passed.. conclusion, by putting those unhappy and frustrated moments aside, today enjoyed myself cz i m with him! =)...
1st of May 2007
Its Wesak Day, and a public hols. Early morn, me n sis teman mum to the lodge at 10am. S the chanting start at 10am.. wow..its crowded toda..s usual, when there is big event, more ppl wil tend up, not like sat... just few of us.. So here its goes... chant..chant...me n sis stood at the bac.. i din realy concentrate s i couldn focus myself.. but stil i stood for hours.. Then, this is the best part... no..no..shouldn have said its the best...its bad to say so.. emm its the INTEResting part.. When everyone was chanting, suddenly we heard a loud noice... then Unlce choo, uncle Ng and etc rushing to the front.. wonder what happen.. Ooo..its Brenda..she fainted.. somemore leaned on Auntie Ivy.. bcz she was too heavy ,so both of them fall.. then those uncle carried her back to the room... Hmm... suprisingly, the chant did not get distracted at all.. its stil went on well and nobody get affected by tat.. n ya, i take over Brenda, played the instrument... its was quick.. haha..everyone said luckily i was there, s i could take over and din ruin the whole chant out..
After hours of chants, could see that everyone was very tired and lazy d...yala..ofcz le.. stood for hours.. nobody can tahan la..but still, we managed to do it! 1pm, we had lunch.. toda's food? emm... not s nice s lastime..nothing much to eat...but still i like the egg tart..after lunch, all were chit chatting... then ppl started to go off at 2pm.. then few of us who usually hang around, stayed thhre... then around 4pm, wx and junyi wanted to 1U.. okloo..so we went..
Fuiyo...first time i see 1u = morning market... the number of ppl , hanging around was ..WOow... i wonder where this ppl come from..its like the how population was there in 1u d... No ned to say la.. the cinema was cramped with ppl..LONG loNG Q.. so we din able to watch.. Thus, we went McD had out tea break... hehe... 3 ppl had 4 Large Fries and each of them had burger..cool..i wonder how big r their stomaach...haha... eh, tats not all... then i wanted to have popcorn.. So we went up to GSC and got a large popcorn...hmm...we went up the playground at new wing.. sit out there and ate out popcorn...then we started to play with the popcorn...spitting each others and spitted on others with the popcorn...ya..tats was disgusting...but...FUN!! so nvm la..no frend there oso.. so not malu..haha...we played like mad..really sakai la...haha...anyway, how long more i can play like tat with them, 2 months? tats y lo...must enjoy now.
Around 7pm, we went home.
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12:24 AM
dear diary,whats holiday all about? Rest ,then rest and rest, finaly rest again?? Dont u feel restfull? ARRGhhh....i m getting bored of holiday.. piss off!! hate it!! nothing i have done!! M i complaining too much? guess so...did lots ..but but...all meaningless events and i wasnt willing to do so...get my blog uptodate..lets cont frm 25th april25h april 2007its Wed...third day after finals end...stil i cant go out...s get to wait stupid bro home and prepared his lunch..realy Retarded...haha..oops..i learnt this from someone's blog...hehe...shhh... btw, its not a nice word.. sorry.. instead of retarded... emmm..perhaps, BIg BAby?? yea...after lunch, got to send B baby for tution...oh ya...i have this stupid idea that wanna gt closer to him...so i bought us the same toothbrush..just for fun...haha..hope he like it26th april 2007its a public holiday. sis not working... morning went dim sum with wei xuan...been asking me many times for bfast...okla...go with him lo...went ss2...quite tasty though...but first time had my bfast so early...eyes not even fully open yet....then home...quickly get some houseworks done... hang the clothes, fold the clothes, swept the floor...as parents coming back edi!230 suppose to pick them from the aiport..but had a sudden call from them tat no ned travel far to airpot...instead of goin there, we were told to pick them from the kl central... but we were out before the call..so we just went mv...but wat a sunday. no parking..so took few round outside the mv...then we went central...so stupid..spent an hour in kl central..nothing to do...just playing with phone n sms-ing while waiting for them...then hang around in the kl central, as normaly din gt the chance to visit there..430pm, they arrived..after pickin up them, we went perdana for tea break, but its lunch for parents.. at nite, we dined at home..27th april 2007boring day at home..forgot what i did.. probably slep and eat..tats all could be done..28th April 2007(shit...i have short term memory lost.....forgot what i did again...) oh...ya...i remembered... afternoon yy came my house...while i was on the net...then we went badminton at villa flora with JS and his Bro...after getting a called in the morning from Js, we decided to play badminton.. then nite, went lodge lo..played ..played...nite went yamcha with Junyi family and Wx family29th April 2007shiit...let me think...i cant recall............get bac other day....
cool kan?
First World bEhiND uS
scissors paper stone
love this pic
YEAHHhh!
the cool men
cute le...
the dragon ride
me and liverpool
our two knights
First WOrld (12am)
FIrst World Hotel
de cute FouR
Skyway cabel car
Pre- depature(KL Central)