♥ ~SUFA GAPE'S PROFILE~

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Sufa DE Gape --->21 (2008)

Born Msia, Raised Msia, Future - SuFa's Neverland (search not Found)

Jay Chou's Freak ---> Barbie's Freak

Unusual Personality, Mentally deformed, Psychotic

♥ ~DESIRES~
Critical Care...Critical Love...

Being a Real Professional Psychologist

♥ ~BELOVED FRIENDS~

--->Boey

--->Shyi

--->FeiFei.

--->Xiuming

--->Tw

--->Look Soon

--->Melvin Mah

--->daoyong

--->RL

♥ ~MY Little ChatterBox~


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6:06 PM

Moody days are back..
Moody...moody... Lack of mood and interest lately...
None of the day i m cherish or happy.. why is this happening...im like living without soul...spirit....day never get better but getting worst each day...No direction, No interest, No dream.. still..i m stucked here...haiz...really wanna cry aloud..hope the bad things, the sorrow will be vanished...i dono live with life like this...i don want..

Give me some inspirations..give me some hopes...give me some dreams...haiz..ppl come and ppl go...he is leaving this FRI.. i have sudden envy of ppl still staying there...how disapointed and upset that, we gona live in diff air, diff land very soon. U r leaving me behind, going to place that i miss it so much.. how miserable it is.. Im not as strong as u..to u, i m just part of ur life.. to me . ur fully taken my life n purpose.. now u r gone, which direction should i heading to now? nobody can tel me wat to do.. besides mysf.. yet..i don see wat i should do now..

who care.

5:37 PM

Lets update my current life.

I started my job hunting since January. Attended one interview b4 CNY,however,it wasnt the career direction i was heading..so I rejected to take up the job. then, as quite busy for CNY celebration, was busying have fun, so job hunting plan was left aside for about 2 weeks. Then, mid Feb, evrything back to normal. WOrking adults start a brand new working years, while students gt going with their studies and aimed for good results. While for ppl like me.. stil in holiday mood, but totaly frustrated with the holiday i was having. As this holiday, wasnt fun at all, evryday doing the same routine at home, slp, eat, tv, books, leisure walk at 1u, pacing up n down at home...what else can i describe mysf besides useless? The longer time stay at home, the easier for u to get depressed, thats what i gt.

Fortunately, this week i got 3 interviews in one go. Wed, thurs, fri. Wed i was attended an interview for Human Resource Asistant. It was a CHina Trading company. So. international company. As the interviewer criticized me that i m not ready to stay outside from home, not ready to take up responsiblity, not ready to travel oversea, so i failed in this job. it wasnt a frustrate one, bcz, in the midway of interview, i have already know that i wouldn take up this job. It doesnt suit me, not that i don suit tat job!For thursday interview, i applied for Project Coordinator at iKnowledge. This job require, planning, organizing, servicing, customising, best suit my requirements. SO i went and i felt very great bout my interview, i think i did well. HOwever, it was competitive, as there many potential candidates as well. Such as the other candidate that was interviewed at the same time with me. We were given few scenarios, and was asked how we would handle them if they happened on us..Very challenging when i was answering the interviewer bcz the other candidate was just sitting next to me, it would clearly showed a comparative answers among us. Yet, i m confident with myself. Just hope can get going to the second interview. Friday, i was shortlisted from IBM. Was called to attend an aptitude test. Was nervous.. big company.. higher standard qualification.. even classy working atmosphere..but i m ready for it! Just hope i pass for the first round (matrix calculation), and ready for the face-to-face interview.

who care.

10:09 PM

People come and people go. Finally i m back to Msia, After a while, few months of waiting, my best buddy came back.. Less than a month, another good buddy leaving. No, should say..she left yesterday.24hours ago..Futhering her master in Melb. In life, how many apart, how many people around Will leave us for time being?Soon, he is leaving me, less than 2 weeks time..another month more, sis will leave to her new home, new family, new life. Where m i belong too? Im still pacing in the same area. Doing the same thing, living the same life without improvement. I wish i can leave everything behind, leave all the burden and unhappiness behind and go ahead for my dream and needs. But that is not possible. Because i m just 22yrs old. I m weird, u wil say, cz i wish i m 30 now.. To be old enof for age to live my own life, choose my life.. Anyway, lets share some photo of farewell made by me n yiyee for cialyn.. Simple farewell, with Fruity choc fondue in my house.


Kiwi Yogurt! Vitagen...yogurt always ur first choice of drink.. no change..in my house, u always gt wat u wan..so no change of me too :)


Super Huge Banana...yiyee brought it here..feed us or feed tarzan?


sharky + polar bear + Sealion


feeding the my big polar bear..


want some apple choc?


don kacau, hunting food (cialyn)


what u doing yiyee..don envy my nice butt..(cialyn)..lol


2 innocent, naive kids...fight for banana..


cute...cute!

Cialyn, have a pleasant journey and enjoy a diff kind of life there. Spend ur time wisely,10months tak long tau.. live no regret! we always here by ur side!

who care.