Total Eclipse of the Heart;

10:23 AM

In between.. having undecided options today..Gt 2jobs offers at the same day.. here is how it goes..

I've sent countless resumes to education field, customer services, research in UM, spoken with quite a number of recruiters and hv a fair share of interviews. Finally, i gt job offers, somemore two come at the same time. BOth are student counsellors in college, one from PJ Stamford College, while the other is Mantissa College at Tmn Tun.

2 weeks back, i went to Stamford college for an interview to apply the position as student counsellor. They gave me hope and confident that i m sure would get the job.. but two weeks just past.. n i haven receive any reply from them..I m bored of waiting, so i just tried another call to Mantissa Institute College, and dropped by to send my resume. I din expected that they gona interview me on the spot.

I had my interview on Fri, Tues they called me up to talk bout the details, n they hired me! Next day, the Principal asked me to join their lecturers for a Teaching Technology Seminar, so i just went.
Today, they called me to collect my offer letter and i wil start my job next monday.. then, in the morning, here come the call from Stamford. I told the HR i hv already gt an offer, yet, she kp on nego n telling me to join Stamford instead of what i m having now.. after put down her phone, i received another call from them again, and this time, its Stamford Principal..telling me that benefits they can give me will be much better than Mantissa, looks like they really need me..haiz.. I told them i waited 2weeks for their reply, and they said its their mistake bcz they were supposed to call me immediately next day after interview.too bad la.. i fel bad for Mantissa, as they already got me my offer letter today, and they already take me as their teammate.. Even though Stamford is a more well known and systematic college as compared with this Mantissa college, which is a small college, but i cant disappoint them and should full-filled my responsibility rite! So i just rejected Stamford College.Hope i wont regret in near future..

According to my highly sensitive sight observation and skilled analyse (perasan betul..), i would see, this Mantissa COllege is having some problem with their students.. In this college, 60% are China students.. 40% locals.. I guess, u would know what kind of students they hv now.. According to their lecturers' conversation, they seem to have some cheating students, some ignorance students, n most of them are non-english speaking students who are taking their degree in english..In lecture, teacher talked to them english, while they just replied in mandarin..WTH..like tat oso can one ah.. But, its good too.. ppl Keh poh like me, i m in great passion to change and serve this bunch of ppls.. I hv set my objective in this job and in this college, which is, by the end of year, i will make these ppls speak english, and let them know the value of appreciation.. their parents spent big lump sum of money on them to study abroad.. sumore china students must hv come from wealthy family.. and they just come here n fool around??.. just like few of my ex-china uni mates, i wonder how they gt their master when they hardly speak a single word english and they hate english...So, i always believe sincerity will change a person.. nw i found my next targets to satisfy my domination!

So happy when i m thiking of becoming the next Savior...HAHAHA...

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11:05 PM

离开你是傻是对是错
是看破累了还是无奈了
这结果是爱是恨或者是什么
如果是种解脱
怎么会还有眷恋在我心
那么爱你为什么
恨不得没跟你认识过
你讲也讲不听听又听不懂
懂也不会做你做又做不好
你电话也不打，打了也不说话，讯息也不寄
你到底心中还有我吗？
面对陌生疑惑肯定困难的生活
过去的日子仿佛偷偷地在笑我
笑我的落魄
也笑我的执着
也许吧我爱你比你爱我多很多
有太多男女就象你就象我
一个要机会，一个给机会，就这样开始一段恋情
纯纯的爱或者轰轰烈烈的爱都不会久
最终日子还得往下过
我到想等着看你没我能不能活
我以为我们之间还会有什么
面对陌生疑惑肯定困难的生活
那么爱你为什么？

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10:24 AM

消失的爱令我们着迷。。

。。。你说，虽然你是个男生，却像《titanic》的rose一样，永远在为受到诅咒的爱在心中缠绕，不知是幸福还是不幸？虽然她走了，你也遇过几个好的女生，但因为要那么激烈澎湃的爱留在你最珍贵的地方，你永远看花不是花。。连她的任性，她的忽略，都成为他最可爱的性格，你像一只愿意承受她任何皮鞭的驯良座椅，在她走后，她的气味一日一日消失，你感觉自己生命能量也如沙漏遗失。。爱情本身所含的最大诅咒，在于我们喜欢梦想的眼睛，永远看着不存在的那个地方，以消失的那个人。日日相对的琐碎生活，只会消磨壮志，而为完成的梦，如同泡在酒中的梅子，滋味是越浸越浓烈，令人沉醉。。。。

来得及，最拥抱吧
可是，为什么我们总要等到巨大悲痛侵略之后，才看得见，未完成的爱竟是最大的礼物？如果我们能够在来得及的时候，给他/她一个拥抱，对他/她说声抱歉，大声地说出我爱你，该有多好。。我们那么努力，不是为了‘来不及’。其实，我们都可以‘来得及’。。是我们愿不愿意罢了。。。

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11:44 AM

Yesterday, i paid my first visit to KLCC Aquaria, also my second time to KLCC.KLCC is kinda of different from my impression, i think, my first visit was 8yrs back. im expriencing a smaller pavilion of Klcc now. But, i think its a quite good shopping destination, if compared to other malls at the Bukit Bintang. With all the KL attraction such as Convention Centre, PetroSains, its a real tourist area. I miss out this tour for my relatives in the past weeks. I believe it would have impressed them.

Back to my visit of KLCC Aquaria, why there?haha. Its a long story. I told this friend of mine that i really love marine animals, and i regretted that during my days in Adelaide, i didnt travel far to the coast like, Kangaroo Island, Eyre Peninsula that can actualy go for a real spotting of whale, dolphin and seeing these animals in wild also their nature. We get to only see these marine animals in Aquarium, or maybe a better one at SeaWorld, Brisbane. But all these places cant really show us the entirely activities and ori behaviours of the animals. Mostly there are trained, or they have learned to adapt to the enclosed life.

As expected, nothing much to see in KLCC Aquaria, as stated, its AQUARIA, nt SEAWORLD, what you expected? Summore its located at the centre of city KL. Where get to see the real ocean, not even river water..LOl..However, its a new experience to us. Yesterday, we were to celebrate our bdays together because so happened that 3 of us, having the same birthmonth, April, summore each of us our bday is 8days diff. Max hv his bday at 1st April, David hv it on 8th April, while mine is 15th April. We used to celebrate once in 2 yrs back. So, this is our second time, also my first time seeing max after 2yrs. Everyone still look the same, Max is stil "olololo"..David is still the Kindaichi AiCHan..Because of their interests and talents, it made them their behaviours and communicating ways.haha.Its good though. Although i m difference channel from them, but we tend to chat with wide topics.

ok, back to Aquaria, entrance ticket, Rm28 for nonstudent adult, RM20 for student, im no longer student, n my Student ID expired d, so the girl gv me an adult price. Sobsob..im not working adult yet le.. i would hv be student too.anyway, price doesn matter, but the status is diff now. haha..
i expected too much for the Aquaria, was hopping to see marine mammals, but ofcz ,don have la.. its just aquarium.. with fishes and those corals. but, nt not bad la, the most high class aquarium i have ever been, with the automotive walking belt, good for the elders n kids also for ppl who lazy walking.

(dono what it named d..)

This we should know.. killing piranha..

Rubbish gobbler..

Tropic forest in Aquarium?

Green n tiny snake?

me n flying lizards..haha

posing like me..copyright le.

waiting for shark feeding session

shark didnt even bother to come and eat.. maybe ikan kembung too budgetting?

nvr seen such a cute fish

in the tunnel

finaly spot my favourite.. oni favourite in this Aquaria

another weird shell fish

spent fully our time in sourvenir shop

forest insects in Marine Aquarium?

we love this funny shark mouth

Happy birthday to Us!

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3:34 PM

昨天，我终于赴约了！哈哈，很光荣自己能起身，陪伴朋友去跑步。奇迹的他，也能起身叻，可能我看低他了。讲好以后每个星期都要一起去跑步一次。为的是找点目的和责任心给自己。kiara park 就快完全被老一辈的给占据了。看来，每一次我去，都显得自己最年轻了。我们一边谈天一边跑步，还蛮吃力的。我们总共只跑了两圈，之后就去吃早餐了。还是我第一次那么早到KFC了。KFC breakfast 还 not bad le。它的chic egg burger 味道还不错。
吃了早餐就回家咯。。洗了澡，休息了一下，又陪另一个朋友去吃午餐了。他的表姐新开了家面店，所以他久带我去试一试。还真不好意思，他讲了一个月了，我们才终于去到叻。。面还ok啦，味道不错，但就输了卖相和店面普通了一点。希望他们可以赚大钱咯。。
他的车被偷了，好笑的是，运动鞋也给拿走了，所以今天约我出去的目的，也是要我陪他买双鞋子。。他真好笑，不懂的人还以为是我要买叻。。都让我去帮他挑，还嫌三嫌四。。最后还不是听我的。。哈哈。。不过，他还够爽快地，决定了就马上付钱。我喜欢！跟我一样！之后，我们就去挑了朋友的生日礼物，难得的他，也会吃零食。。拿了包薯片，我们就去看电影了。KNOWING 很好看，storyline 满普通，但至少人家有头有尾。。看了不会sweat.. 我隔壁的猪就拼命的吃。。。哈哈。。（他看到这，一定又打来训我话了）看了戏，我们就回家了。
一天又过了，很开心，因为我每天都等时间过。能过得越快越好。我一点都不想停留。。希望睡醒又过一天了。。时间短一点，可以减少我想东西的机会。如果能够一觉就不用醒，那更好。。nah....kidding...我在进步了。。我不再希望明天会更好，因为希望从不呈现在我这儿。。我认命了。。就让它去吧。。

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2:31 PM

Last Friday, i went to the YBAM 5th gathering camp. It was my first time joining them after our centre joined as one of the YBAM commitee members. Know this guy, Ding, during our Buddhist centre CNY gathering. He and his group paid us a visit and attended our 新年团拜 in January. Ding has been pushing me to join this camp about a month d. To show my support and nt wasting his hard works, i promised to go. Giving mysf a chance to expose and learn how its conducted, so i can go back to my centre and attracts my Childrens to start out with one like them. haiz.. when talk bout my Childrens, very disapointed with them. Always ffk and finding so much excuses to not attend things i have came up with.

So, this camp was held at Karuna Maruna, with 40 participants aged 14-18, representing each buddhist centres in selangor n kl to attend this camp. There were ppl came from far like Serdang, padang besar, etc. Im representing my damansara centre too. This time, i gt to choose my position, finally. All the camp i have attended, i just did wat i told, positioned as Group leader. Finally naik pangkat this time, i volunteer mysf to incharge the PA system. So for the 3days 2 nite camps, i was handling the sound system, projector and laptop connection, mic volume n etc. was kinda of bored and fun. Fun because i gt to choose all the background music and make sure they run smoothly. BOred because i jus get to sit there n watch them play and socialize bcz i gt to jaga my system at most time. Half of my time was spent on Solitaire and Minesweppers.. lol..

Hard nite we had on fri.. By the time we reached Karuna Maruna after fetching here and there, its already 11pm. 12am, we started our metting. Discussing all the event scheduled in details. 230am, we started with trial games. Every games that have planned, we got to try once. Then, we got to do the set up. By the time everything done, its already 430am. We gt to slp an hour plus, at 6am, everyone got to wake up d. Just for your info, in every buddhist camp, everyone gt to wake up at 6am, 630am sharp will be having MOrning class (chanting + meditation) that lasted 30mins to an hour before we gt to have breakfast.

i pull mysf up, and bath at 6am! just to keep mysf fresh and awake. after breakfast and etc, students start coming and registered themselves. By 10am, when everyone has turned up we started with ice-breaking. Everyone seem to enjoy so much, but i wasnt..haiz.. activties and games jus followed on, afternoon we had station games. Its was kinda of exiciting, as its my first indoor camp, indoor station games. Was curious what can they had. But after all, everyone just enjoyed themselves and gt to see their cooperative spirit thru these learning activities.At nite, we had a sharing session, with soft music and lights off. Was so touching, cz everyone gt to reveal their inner feelings and shared their prob.

This is where we have our meal.. On the floor..

Drama acting, it was so funny. THey acted soo soo well.

OUr team

Sunday activities were short, just few drama acting and prize giving ceremony because we spent some times on cleaning.

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