Total Eclipse of the Heart;

12:48 AM

Secret of Happiness? whats the secret of happiness? for me, i know what the secrets of sadness but not happiness. what easily make people sad, people like me? hehe...sad, sorrowful songs..talking to myself..day dreaming. hate to stay idle, alwiz kep myself busy so that i wont make myself 'seizure'.. and crazy wind to come..lol...aiks...as a psycho student, i m getting really psycho nowaday..mood swing happen too often in my days,been thinking m i one of the psycho...ohh... sokjhin said i m..haha..(msn voice chatting with sokjhin now, its 0136am)..suprise that there is another fellow who been facing the same frame of mood like me, mood swing. This make my hypo more significant now..haha..psycho student alwiz easily affected by mood. or should say we as psycho student are HYPersensitive toward our surrounding?emotionable.. BUT BUT... sometime i enjoy in this gloomy and down feeling. Maybe it spice up my life. i guess this is what life is, we face up and down through our life..because i m sensible to the surrounding, that makes me learn thing that people dont and i discover thing that people not easily understand.i am the way i am.. start loving myself, love ursf before loving others. =)

who care.

3:04 PM

Dear Diary:
I am in my 9th week of the last semester now, 5 more weeks to go. everything goes well. though kinda busy for assignments.

Last Sat, we traveled to lagoon to do observation for our personality research project..Thinking to do a more interesting research as this is our last semester in HELP, so v decided to do a realistic observation rather than the old dull lab experiment..mmm...Nothing much to play there, as mostly of the games were still in renovation, n everthing seems ordinary and boring to me..nothing special n not a game that can provoke me! maybe been going there too often? or my sensation seeking level has extremely go higher? haha... anyway, glad tat amrita, jacob, chuiyi, elaine and the others enjoyed. Its fun to be with them. Fortunately, we are Rational ppl..haha..we didnt get affected by her.. it would be bad if she has spoilt our day..however, her actions and behaviors just piss me off.. being the leader in a group project doesnt mean u r the leader in a group.. obviously u alwiz want to be the center of attention, its ok, but sometimes u r too overbearing!! dai sai meh... i m not afraid of u..other conformed doesnt mean that they agree and accept the way u r..As a rational thinker, how would u do tat? u having emotional instability huh?? don take for granted.. im not as patient as u think! alwiz i gt kena when u r in bad mood, cold war... fine lo..lets see who suffer more.

who care.