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5:18 PM
A sudden thought of going Genting... why? bcz boredness, and nowhere to go... So came out with this idea and discussed with Dog. As always, dog listen to pig. So we decided to call up some friends. As it was last-minute idea, thus, i could only contact few of them who i think would able to make it..after the Havoc pre-planning.. msg here n there.. called here n there.. persuading here n there.. finally the attendance list was out.. Sm took 2 days off from work... Js abandoned his UPM Work..So day b4 our trip, only i started booking the hotel and gathered info bout the transportation thru and bac frm genting..
Wed (26 Nov), we met up 930am at central. Unfortunately, the shuttle bus to genting only take off at 12pm. So, Dog voluntered to go check out the ticketing at Puduraya. Luckily, we managed to buy the tickets at 1030am. So from central we took another half hour to Puduraya..
Journey in the bus was kinda sleepy.. Sm and JS slept all the way.. LOl.. dog n pig was chatting all the way.. this fellow inspired me... inspired me to get a new sunglass..also was talking about ebay-ing. (YTd went Garden to check out the price.. saw a AX glasses, lok quite nice, just Rm300+, guess will buy it as a xmas present :) after a 20mins of skyway finaly we reached genting highlands at 12pm.
after our lunch at kfc, we headed to the theme park. Maybe i hav growned up.. or maybe in my past year, been to lots theme parks in GoldCoast..So Genting themepark, nt an exciting place to me anymore.. Indeed, 5 years back, it has already out of my FUN list. But if to go there with diff ppls each time, guess i will stil be goin there..Will get diff experience and diff feeling being with diff ppls.. Firstime there with Zp n Js.. second time with Sm.. kinda disapointed with these guys.. Just a pirate ship could have made them shout out of voice , out of heart beat...HAHAHA.. looks like im stil the toughest one.. BUt not till the 'giant swing'.. Oh god, it made me get dizzy and headache.. and finally throw up.. part of it was bcz i haven get fully recovered frm my sickness..So, get dizzy easily and vomit easily..
we left theme park at early 6pm as the clouds get darker and loks like will be having heavy rain pour. Then, we cont our journey at First world lo.. where else can we go... Zp took up the job as TOur-guide.. Lead us to the shops... Arcades.. then the casino.. I am 21 now, finaly can check out the casino d! after years and years been to genting, passing by the casino, was wondering how izit lok like. So we went in.. hmm.. it looked much better and glamourous then i expected. It was bigger than Adelaide's casino. BUT extremely air polluted..smoker everywhere.. In the Adelaide's casino, smoking is prohibited.
We dined at kenny Rogers.. cheapest, and much worthy as compared with other meals..But, the chicken was sux... haiz.. i miss magill chicken.. charcoal chicken..hmmm...after dinner, we were loitering another few hours.. at bout 12am, Js was too tired to walk anymore, so we just bac to room. After shower, 3 of us, excluded Js who slp soundly straight after bath, we were playing cards.. Taught them new game, they were crazy bout it..We played 2 hours straight. 3am, stomach started growling.. my gastric was bout..getting bit nausea.. So we went down to hunt for food. Oni food we could find was in the casino..Zp teman me in, had a stone-hard red bean bun and serviced ourselves with cups and cups of free drinks..milo.. orange juice..wanted to collect some midnite photo, so dragged the 2guys to take photo outside first world. after that, we were back to slp..it was about 430 in the morning d..
We woke up at 10am, had our bfast at 11am. checked out at 12pm. We were carrying our lugage meantime back to the indoor theme park, and played another half hour of arcade games. about 1pm, we ended our day at genting, took skyway and shuttle bus back to KL. along the way in bus, again, dog n pig talked nonstop. our topic was future and travel!
About 3pm, our bus stoped at 1U. We spent our last energy, walked from 1U new wing to Curve- red box.. haha.. so spent another few hours...no.. 5hours singing and had the buffet dinner there as well..then oni we called it a day... 2 days trip..- the end -
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4:15 PM
yoO~~~ a week of freedom has just gone, be back to normal mood now.. sigh..sigh.. Nah.. not to say i was craving for fun or DEsperated to Enjoy life..was Just too sick with my Meaningless, Aimless, and Boring Days..+ restricted life.. haiz.. haiz.. send me back to ADL..i rather study hard, work hard for assignments.Indeed! i Can responsible like a student. What bout now? not working, not studying.. Who and what should i responsible to?
Seem like i m having a early-20s crisis. Although i have the qualifications to find a job, i dont have the motive to work. I have choice to decide whether continue in Honours, but i cant make up my mind.. Perhaps, i spent much of my energy and times complaining about going nowhere in my study.. career.. and lately also trapped in my relationship...
haiz.. no matter what and how often i complain, my main purpose is to achieve, i want success. However, i take no action besides dreaming and complaining..what a foolish person.. JERK!
I need more inspirations..i m having some lately... 2 friends start their first job in Singapore now and they being paid so well.. It gives me a little inspiration for getting a Well paid job now..Then, spent a day or two window shopping and walking at Pavilion and Garden, affected me a little + a week vacation at Surabaya, spending days with my RIch relatives and enjoyed elegant life.. hair stylishing, manicures, reflexology, Spa and massage..suddenly im HUNGRy for fabulousness..haha..but..but...how to get the money? i have been given imaginarily sick of works... been hearing so much complaint bout work stress and irritating boss..Proved its not a right time for me to work now.
its Dec d... New year is approaching.. speaking of new year, i should be thinking of my new resolution..the next blog will have my resolutions made!
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7:03 PM
I am back from 7days trip at Surabaya (Indonesia's second largest city). This trip was sort of like family reunion gathering.舅公and舅婆from taiwan that i have long not seen also took this opportunity to pay a visit to Indonesia. There at Surabay i have a 姑姑，considered as our closest aunty from dad's family. She is also my mum roomate during their years studied in taiwan. 姑姑 married to a very big and rich family. My 3 cousins were studied abroad at US since their High school. Few years bac, finaly 2 of their kids back to Indo and help out in their dad's factory.
DAY one: 15th Nov (Sat) Pre-flight, morning till afternoon was busying fetching dad here and there, as always, before vacation, dad will have lots of preparation and works to do. also lots to advice. This time, sis' bf was appointed to incharge of the house when we are away..haha.. know my dad, very nagging person.. so.. lots lots to remind..and told him what to do.. Flight..as expected.. all those foreigner workers.. indonesian workers in the plane.. they going back hometown..if i m not mistaken, we are the only chinese in the plane..Lol..kinda scary.. 2 and a half hour flight. Slp and mp3, time would be easy to pas. our flight delayed 20 mins, but didnt affect our arriving time. Aunty's whole family came to pick us from airport. then we were brought to a indonesian restaurant..eating ayam goreng and ikan bakar.. nice food.. hot and spicy.. i ate happily but wouldnt have eat so much if i know what would be happend on second day... Gastric..
DAY two: 16 Nov (Sun) Early morning was kick up by stomach bloating. It was just the start of my coming torturing days. I really din realise this little uncomfortable feeling would became a serious matter in the coming days.. So, ignore the little bloating feeling, lunch continuing eating... lunch we were having YumCha at a very classy chinese restaurant.. most of them were the very rich chinese ppls.. Indo Chine is stil the wealthiest region in Indo.im not sure bout the rich lister, but frm wat i see, these Indo individual richmen might have been much much wealthier than our Msian richmen.. the big superman is my cousin, Stephen, nex to me is counsin's aunty, and my counsin, Ingrid.
Well decorated Restaurant, bt lousy photographer..
after Yumcha, went for a drink at a local kopitiam.. they had sort of juices..Not fresh juices, but mixed juices, added high cholesterol coconut milk.. - menu - tried the kopyor durian... which is coconut milk + young coconut + durian ice... weird but tasty.. also fattening..
After a fat-rich meal, we were resting at home for the afternoon..to wait for the next meal- dinner..So, since nothing to do, being a temporary pet-lover. here come theirs golden retriever.. lucky dog, who has big house, big house compound to run about.. Sama height
Me and Dog:
DAY three: 17 Nov (mon) visited to the cigarette factory, House of Sampoerna. The oldest and fastest growing manufacturer of tobacco in Indonesia, and its the 5th largest cigarette market in the world le.. not bad.. Once step in the museum + factory, a strong tobacco smell.. here some pictures taken in the museum.. and we gt to see also the processing of ciga, the hand-rolling and packaging... and the whole finished goods processing. * these ppls go where also wan take photo.. haiz..hehe.. pretending as the stall seller * bro's idea, forced us to be part of his photo..
after home, our gals' topic: Louis Vuiton. My bro been doin research on LV products and crazy for them.. LV supposedly shoud be girl's favourite, but at home, my bro is the oni one who so fancy with it.. so now, he found his kaki d.. my cousin.. LV's big supporter.. she collects LV bags and stuff.. a small pouch already Rm800..imagine those bags she has..we went to the LV shop in the afternoon.. jus a small handbag already USD 1k+... how nice if i can get one of... the paper bag...hahaha
these are just part of her collection..
DAY FOUR: 18 Nov (tues) we had our lunch a well-known soto ayam roadside hawker stall.. with lots lots flies and on mud road..They enjoyed the food.. but.. its so hard for me to even have a try.. so. i just wac them eat.. what more suprisingly was, ppl who often come here are those wealthy ppls..cant imagine.
3 men enjoying the big beef ribs...Yuks..
after meal, we went to Puncak, its up the hill, many weathy's villas there.. owners only visit their villa during the holiday. so almost 80 % of those villas are there for the maid, guards and the gardener stay...such a waste.. these ppls hav too muc money and lost their mind..haha..ok.. bit too much to say tat.. way down to city, we bought some fresh fruits and potatoes.
DAY FIVE: 19 Nov (Wed) in the middle of the nite~~ i had serious gastric..was growled in pain.. woke sis up, and asked medication frm dad..so, this is first day of my sickness.. morning i started throwing..diarrhea..fever...bad day... was so sick in the morning and afternoon..so i was left at home, slpt for whole day, not taking any food..cz not even a spoon of rice can SUCCESFULLY get into my stomach, once they pass my esophagus, not long then i would vomit.. stomach bloated too..haiz...at nite, i managed to follow them out for dinner. they were having seafood.. OWh... i jus had little white rice n fish.. but hour later, i still threw out.. they started to get worry, so i was sent to hospital. After telling doc my symptom..no ned doc, i woud also diagnose mysf as food poisoning wit suc obvious symptom..parents were worrying of dengi..cz i had high fever..i guess my sickness has been worsening over days, finaly when it cant bear, all blast out..the worst part is thae bdominal cramping..pain pain...doc advice me to stay in hosp.. but i rejected..so just take the medication and ciao..
DAY SIX: 20 Nov (Thurs) Finaly i regain my energy. So followed them to nearby mall and in hour time, i gt 3 clothing! in the afternoon, counsin bac frm work, and asked me to join her to body spa. I m conservative person... i cant bare..naked for body massage and spa...haha...so.. i chose head spa! also reflexology massage and spa..2 hours, get my hair washed, treament, and styled.. then the hand and legs spa was so nice~~ so relaxing.. and the price is so cheap. In total cost us only Rm50 for everything... sumore this spa centre is consider a high class one d..cousin said for a normal shop, less than Rm20 can get body spa d..can u imagine?? services is so cheap here! i guess its too big population..competitive to get business... at nite, we went for seafood ..eating big crabs.. i ate..without hesitation... so.. at nite.. the rashes came... my allergy started... Oh god.. so sick... after stomach , now skin... whole body with red rashes...itchy and annoying!!.. bear with it..
DAY SEVEN: 21 NOv (Fri) last day before i m going bac on sat.. so did the last shopping.. shopped at market... kinda of dirty and disguting place.. but lots gods and cheap prices.. and negotiable prices.. just for food... so parents' favourite -> fish n prawn crackers..bought some back..
DAY EiGHT: 22 Nov (Sat) Aunty and cousin was invited by the Lancome to attend a Lancome events. IT was held at Sheraton Hotel. Again, another function and event for those rich ppls.. they invited us to join.so 5 of us ladies.. dressed nicely and attended the events.. We had free facial treament.. feet massages...makeup.. and also free snacks! We enjoyed ourselves lots.. especialy the facial ..was so relaxing, i almost felt aslp while doing the mask... then ofcz, they tok this opportunity to sell products... my mum..easily persuaded.. so spent another Rm 400 on their products.. i dint stop her.. cz its skin care products, not cosmetics..so i think its still worth..
my flight back to Kl was at 630pm..firstime i m missing my dad.. he was the one who sent me aboard, helped me did the check-in.. can see tat he was worrying of me catching flight by mysf.. parents and bro stay for another week as they will going BALi on Sunday. they din count me in, as supposedly toda i would be goin bac kl with sis... but then sis couldn stay for a week , so after we bought the ticket, sis gt to purchased another ticket earlier and she was bac 3 days before i did..so end up i gt to go bac alone... fortunately, at the waiting room, i met the oni CHinese besides me in the plane.. so we gt to sit together, and chat for the whole journey.. it was nice to meet him anywhere..if not, i mite be sitting with dono which Indonesian worker d...haha..
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7:47 PM
Last Thursday, went along with sis with few buddhist aunties to a Wedding Studio at Jln Ipoh. We were there to give advices for sis. All the aunties were assisting her in choosing wedding gowns. Or to say, Sis's choice is to relay on their opinions..haha..no choice.. who asked mum to told those aunties and asked them to follow. Sis bf said tat it look more like those aunties' wedding than my sis's. lol.. Ofcz le, they were so excited bout those dresses and etc. Bout the cost, is highly expensive. just the rental of wedding gowns and photo taking collection already 4k++.. looks like a wedding will cost at least 20k? Sis's wedding dinner have already cost mum about 15k d..Anyway its my first time to wedding studio, not surprise to say, they have huge collection of wedding dresses..and i m highly excited too..those dresses can have in halter neck, those strapless one, fitted.. or two pieces.. found that halter neck is much suitable for ppl who is tall and broad shoulder.. size like my sis...eh..honestly, after trying so much, all are just too big for her..haha.. but yet, she is VERY pretty in wedding dress >.<, but as her bridesmaid, i wanna be as bright as her..haha..n i know i wil .. bcz, she is nt available nw! at least i m single and available! haha.. nah.. kidding.. im waiting for my wedding too.. cant wait any longer.. but, guess need to wait another 5 to years time..sobsob...
Finaly sis is gona be somebody's wife soon... nonno... she is somebody's wife now.. legally, they are husband and wife d.. just the wedding will be held in comin march, but they have already signed legally few months ago..Sis is leaving soon, will be very upset, i have been sleeping same bed with her for 20 years (- 1yr in adelaide). She is the closest person i am with. Even my parents, i nvr slp with them b4, nt even young, bcz my childhood was just grandma, sis, and cousins..Parents back to Msia only when i was 7.. Im gona be more lonely and emo when sis leaving next year.. haiz.. just hope that day wont come..Why must i go thru seperations? twice in a year.. sumore coming march will be twice in a month... SOBSOb...dont leave me..cant u guys just stay by my side? dont always left me behind la.. how i wish there is someone in march to substitute sis's duty as my closest mate :) i know it wont happen.. :(.. haiz.. maybe i m leaving soon too? who know...
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12:31 PM
dear diary
Just read his blog.. He used to give me an impression of shy, introvert person. However, i am feeling his changes. He has became a more mature and a person who really has his own thoughts. He became very positive, i am not sure if i have misunderstood him earlier, or he has been optimistic all the while. He shows me a very positive sides of life, he sees life in a very simple and easy way. Maybe not that he believe life is simple, maybe he choose to see them positively? His encourages and his advices are just simple and straight foward. But, i know, inside of him, is always struggling about what been around him, he doesnt look like he is, lots of things he cant really let go yet. But glad, that he always choose the wisest and good sides of solutions.
To him, just a simple meet up, enjoying movie after work, goin for sport once in a week, surfing the net after working for the whole days.. all these seems enjoyable to him. I believe he has more wishes and things that he wants. But he choose to appreciate what he has now. Instead of looking and dreaming for what in future. I look upon him. Because i live like how he does.. I think far far away.. i think things beyond my abilities.. but, i dont work for them.. So, now they are dreams.. 10 years later, they mite be dreams also.. but i m a very ambitious person. I want a good career, i want to achieve in life. But, currently i dont see any ways for me to get brighter, so i m stucked...-end-
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11:22 AM
Lately keen on writting.. feel like writting lots..expressing thoughts, expressing feeling in words.. obsess to write..
Im dominated by feelings and thoughts.. It wouldnt be any better if i cant let them out.. However, telling too much, would have just hurt others and annoyed other.
Thus, the best way is to write them down. Jot them down somewhere that nobody will be involved in. Main problem, i dont hv a really Inspiring writting skill... or even speaking.. shall learn how to persuade ppl by my thoughts..Went to a booksale yesterday, lots of books selling there. However, none of them touched me. None that best suit my feeling, thought that i would get one book and read with inspiration. Too frustrate when looking at those HOW TO BE SUCCES, HOW TO LEAD, HOW TO MAKE DREAM COME TRUE. those sorts of books found them quite irritating now. For a person who has no dream or future plan, they sound so insulting...haiz.. what the hell m i crapping and grudging here. For sure after these days, most ppls would have pissed off by me. Anyhow, this is my blog, oni place that i can express mysf, so reader just read them s a story, do not get offended by what i am grudging here...
