Total Eclipse of the Heart;

My Dear Diary,

It has been a while since my last thoughtful write up.

For the past week, been scratching head to figure out my interest in career. I don't like what i m up to now. As i feel i can work so much better and more than what i am doing now. I need a better workplace learning environment. When task is given, i dont see much opportunity is available here to understand the whole process. Maybe the big problem i m facing now is limited supervision? Im lack of guidance and direction. Another thing is, i have a strong desire to learn but working here i only take orders, it makes me losing the desire to learn as time goes by and also my desire to contribute is lost. Maybe what i am facing now is what people call the downward spiral?Sadly said, i finaly crawl out frm the downward spiral in the life of relationship but i jump into another worry, which is my job..

who care.