Total Eclipse of the Heart;

Dear Diary,

Xiao Gua having mood swing now..

One evening 3 weeks back, i had a good chat with our collaboration partner..I was confident enough to speak well and convinced them. Even my boss praised my proposal of promotion was done well..I had been dealing with them through mail and phone, but hardly meet them up. This was the first time i went for a meeting with boss, moreover it was requested by our partner.Though it wasnt a very big project and it might not bring in high revenue, but it is a new thing. To me, what i am concern is the productivity not the revenue (ofcz, i m not the boss..)It reflects my capability. Im proud to say, this isnt my field, but i might have done it even better than any of marketing staff in the office!

This issue brought up my interest in marketing planning at that moment.It just look bit like the research that i have been doing for psy. Research, predict, and conduct. Not too much different.

3 weeks later, this week, i am having a bad week. Inside and outside. At home, too many stressful things happened, i feel very helpless. I cant do much, beside staying next to them, be prepared to help them out whenever they need me. Seeing parents worrying and upset i feel very helpless.Why i am the one only who can feel and understand them. Why not the rest? I wish i can tell them how much i love them, please care for me instead of people who keep hurting you..

Back to my work..haiz..haiz..i m loosing spirit working here..

who care.