Total Eclipse of the Heart;

Its has been a while after New Year. Happy 2009, wishing myself getting a good prospects an also high remuneration job!

I couldn't distinguish things that i have done in each day for the past month or year, but the memories in head and photos were enough.Now its a Brand new year, should go forward and not turning back. I had almost persudaded myself to getting a new job and start my career asap. Maybe i still feeling some stirring of guilt of not furthering my master this coming feb, but i believe that, or at least, i should work for once or twice only continuing in honours. After all, i am just 21. Im still young! i want to be Alive!

However, somewhere in my heart there might still have been a suspicion of my ability. Can i really break through those bad memories and days? Can i really look forward and be alive? Give me some powers..motivations...

it had been some time since i had to wake up on time, be punctuate and be disciplined. Since my last class in final semester, there have been 5 months i hardly get up early and do a proper and disciplined duty. HAHAHA... but it didnt mean that i was that lazy and useless ok. Since i m back frm ADL, woke up every morning at 9am, brush up took me 5 mins, and then will send my sis for work. After break first, normally would have get back to bed, either slp or on book, bed had been my companion..haha..No wonder i m having insomnia lately.

anyway, it starts, 2009 started! I shall leave 2008 behind, live at 2009, look forward to 2010!

who care.