yoO~~~ a week of freedom has just gone, be back to normal mood now.. sigh..sigh.. Nah.. not to say i was craving for fun or DEsperated to Enjoy life..was Just too sick with my Meaningless, Aimless, and Boring Days..+ restricted life.. haiz.. haiz.. send me back to ADL..i rather study hard, work hard for assignments.Indeed! i Can responsible like a student. What bout now? not working, not studying.. Who and what should i responsible to?

Seem like i m having a early-20s crisis. Although i have the qualifications to find a job, i dont have the motive to work. I have choice to decide whether continue in Honours, but i cant make up my mind.. Perhaps, i spent much of my energy and times complaining about going nowhere in my study.. career.. and lately also trapped in my relationship...

haiz.. no matter what and how often i complain, my main purpose is to achieve, i want success. However, i take no action besides dreaming and complaining..what a foolish person.. JERK!

I need more inspirations..i m having some lately... 2 friends start their first job in Singapore now and they being paid so well.. It gives me a little inspiration for getting a Well paid job now..Then, spent a day or two window shopping and walking at Pavilion and Garden, affected me a little + a week vacation at Surabaya, spending days with my RIch relatives and enjoyed elegant life.. hair stylishing, manicures, reflexology, Spa and massage..suddenly im HUNGRy for fabulousness..haha..but..but...how to get the money? i have been given imaginarily sick of works... been hearing so much complaint bout work stress and irritating boss..Proved its not a right time for me to work now.

its Dec d... New year is approaching.. speaking of new year, i should be thinking of my new resolution..the next blog will have my resolutions made!