Total Eclipse of the Heart;

Just realize that all these while i have a very narrow life circle. I don't have much events or people with me in my life. Especialy on these days, when he has gone back, i just realize how little friends i have and how boring my life is at Adelaide. There is just me and my room. Its completely a different form of life now.What will spend most of the time is just on the comp, watching dvds or surfing the net. Being alone, you wouldn't have the passion to do lots of things. For me, i don't go to the kitchen anymore, i don't shop anymore. Since yesterday, i spent my time on work. I worked 5 hours yesterday and was working 12pm-9pm today. Tomorrow will be working for the whole afternoon.Though its tired, especialy my leg ache, but it make my day better. At least, it doesn't allow me to think much when i m working. Today been a busy day. The business never stop today. Customers kept coming. Been serving and watching kinds of people from this job. Its astonishing to know that same human but there are kinds of attitudes within them..Just looking at the way they buy for food, you can actually classify them in groups edi..Working here i get to know some new friends, work colleague...but still not close with them as its just my second week of working. Then had a chat with this gal, she is from China, currently studying master in UnisSa, bf ditch her alone here and has gone back to China..Just like me..poor thing..but she is worst than me as the guy went back on earlier Dec..haiz..

Sometimes really curious about the gender differences..How come we gals can make so much sacrifices for the one we love but how come guy is always so rational and do things based on black and white but not just feeling? That's the different between guys and gals..another colleague of mine sacrificed even more, she actualy come Aus to accompany her bf study. Which mean her bf is studyin while is just working part time here.. i wonder how her guy felt for himself and felt for her..Ofcz, thats just part of gals not every gals will be that generous or shall call it SHA...Stil i believe that up to 50% of gals are that stupid when they are in love...haha..neither i

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