Total Eclipse of the Heart;

9:26 PM

dear diary,

Things changed since i came to Adelaide. People around, people back at Msia, family at home changed. Within this short period, just the 3months..At home, sis facing some prob n in dilemma, revolving around 2 person..cant give much advice, hopping that she will come to an answer as soon as possible, so that wouldn't have to suffer from this worries..Then, its my Dearest Aunty, ever since i knew about her illness, i havent get to contact my family to update about her latest news.. Hope her medi check up goes well, and everything going well, stay healthy..Another shocking one, he is currently taking medication from the psychiatrist, to associate with his so called depression. Im not pretty sure about how serious is ur prob, But been noted as Depression, i think its gonna be serious this time. Being a psych student, didnt u know about depression?What made u to go for theraphy instead of leaning to get off those irrational thoughts? Being a 3 year psych student, i m fortunate and glad that i learn from what i have been exposing for these 3 years. Though, its always easy to listen rather than experience it , but i tried to apply what i learn to my real world.. dude, dont let ur fear control ur create the defences..try to confront them responsibly.. things are not as awful as how u tot about them, give urself a chance, to see things ahead..and u will find that, bright is ahead, Life is on ur hand.. wanna see u nex year as a person u used to be lastime.. A sakai like me..

lets back to Adelaide...i've been busying for my 3 assignments for a month. All due at the same week, consequently, rushing is all the time been on. even this week, i skipped 2 classes bcz of staying back to get my assignments done.Finaly, toda i survived from the war...wahahha...firstime in my Uni and college life, i used 5days to complete a lab report...this is the fastest achievement i have ever done. Somemore with 20 journal references...gosh...this Research Method subject is killing me, doing SPSS, RUnning data, Checking result, Searching past research, Creating questionnaire, recruiting participants...all got to be done in few weeks times..being a 3rd year student isnt an easy thing..however, after all these, i m getting more excited with my coming semester and days...i will fight against them..i wanna be a successful (not psychologist this time)..Bachelor of science in Psychology student!!

who care.