Total Eclipse of the Heart;

the fellow i m talking about it today, was someone pissed me off last week. he made my days gloomy for the past few nitez... din know, din expect i would sob by what he said to me lastnite.
he break his promise. said this friendship will last long, by the msg and chat lastnite, our frenship wil jus drop to drain edi. what can i say? if it really happen, i will be regretted same to him. We mess out the friendship just by a small matter. how can it be? people take time to build and grow a frenship but can just mess it up by just a day.. this is what we experiencing now. there are just many misunderstanding between us. i tried to patch thing up, tried to forgive, but everytime ur msg or ur word just kicked me off... why cant we just talk nicely? why always end up quarrel? it wasn my intention to angry or quarrel with u, but .. i just couldn help it. maybe ur reaction and acts just werent the way i expected... disapointment will always make up anger and mistake. anyway, hope we are fine now. i really dont want to loose my best buddy. hope thing can be solved before i leave msia. When u r reading this, i sincerely telling u, it wasn my intention to angry or being coolly, in fact, i hope we can back to those day, those silly things we did together. btw, its a big influence, when u r down, it affected me and also noelle... it kinds of circle between me u noelle and fangyu.. when they start talking to me, i would assume something gonna surround between us....haha...dunno what i m supposed to tell... forget it..nitez

who care.