Total Eclipse of the Heart;

4:05 PM

Hi there.. i m here again.. what this time? complain...s.SS... i hv lots to complain bout home now... arghhh....tot there is jus a month to go, shod try to tolerate and love my family and things around more... but since the day back from Indonesia, lots of things just never go well, pissed me off!

Let me began with Mon, day i came back from Indonesia. In the custom at Indonesia airport, we were blocked down during the security check, as we carried some waterly food in carry-on baggage. As predicted. We were just trying out luck as we din able to declare it as we got it after we had declared n check in all lugages.if it was packed nicely, we should we able to bring it back. its my favourite Food, Mee Chelor!! with the soup, we couldn bring it in. So we just left all the food for the working stuff.

Then, it was Wed, i did my online visa application. The comp was didn run well, as i guess the system had been infected by the trojan d..haiz...another headache.. guesss, need to ask for help again, reformat the whole comp.. THanks to bro... always create problems yet he dono how to heal it. STUPID !!!
also, this laptop...haiz... just pissed me off..it runs so slow tat sholdn be so...its a new laptop how can it run like an old slow working comp???!!!ARHGHGH

THUrs, tot the visa application was done. To proceeed to my visa, i was supposed to do my medi n xray. Okie, so after getting everything done, went to State to do for my medi...Went there with dad...while was waiting for the check up. THey found a mistake in my details... i Miss out an A in my passport details...OH MY GOD... which mean tat, i ve given a wrong detail in the visa application too... gosh..gosh... tot i mus be dying this time.. As the application stated, once paid n applied, there is no way to change the detail d.... if i failed to change back the correct info, mean i got to redo the whole guestionnaaire n pay another AUD$430??? oh no.... mum n dad got scold bout this... BUt to my surprise, they didnt.. so quickly came home, i was told to email the Aus immigration, acknowledge them bout my problem n hoping something can be done.. so now, i m waiting for their great news. hope thing wil be fine.. frustrated with myself, always so blur n careless.. did al those stupidity silly mistakes..n created so many problem.so now, everything on hold. got to wait til tues for their reply as mon is a holida in Aussie.

then, its fri. went pyramid. watched Ocean 13. to me, quite a boring show..din able to attract me, thou Matt Demon n Brad Pitt in there.. the story is like never be possible.. things run so smoothly in a nite, n such popular and well accomplish hotel and casino can just run down by this bunch of ppl?? haahaha.... but yea.. nice hotel, high standard hotel..without security?lolx.. sorry for telling tat, if u ppl haven watch it, maybe can go for a look, no harm. with student card, 6bucks nia la...hahaaha..oh yaa, complain.. at nite, dad suddenly came in n asked me where i went n wat i did toda...i told... n b4 i went out, i told them d, yet,he still asking... n know wat, he wanted me to write him a report whenever i m out. where i go n wat i do with who....blah bla...gosh gosh... it really pissed me off. im 20!! i m not 12! y must u control everything n even this?? i know its for safety precution but not like tat. i told u, u shod trust me, n y must u control everything of my life?? y not u control ur spoilt son. letting him be, do wat eva he wants freely, no manners, no respect, yet u stil can let him be n tolerate him??? he cant do all he wants, but with the same thing, i cant do it!! its so unfair!! UNFAIR!! the more u control and being unfair, the hardest for me to reconnect with him..if tats wat u all want from us. i will never like this bro, cz he is far well treated and pampered by u ppl..i learn to tolerate n ignore all ur behavior and acts, but there is a limit. Dont try to test my patience. Trying to be nice, and love you ppl, as its jus a month more for me to with family, but, it jus disappoinment. the bond wil never get better if u not letting go n learn from mistake. pray hard for everyone in the family.

who care.