Total Eclipse of the Heart;

Just another dull and spiritles day..YOoooo..life is so colorless...wanna die...die...die... so boring...life is so bored... what the heck i m stil living in this world...being a trash n pollutor living here... eat and sleep... wasting food... breathing, wasting the O2...nothing much i return to the house, society, earth, universe... i shod ve go to die like what NOelle told me to....arrrghhh.....
When i m bored, i dont like what i m doing, but i dont know what else to do. Boredom tells us that we have free time .And free time is a valuable resource that can be used to enrich our lives. yet, i don find its good to me. i cant devote to the thing i wanted to do mostly. so y have free time? i rather work all day ,get myself tired and strait go on bed..
Any recommended cure for boredom?
why i get bored easily? n its severe as to compare with others? i find this explanation would be best explain my situation now:
One source of boredom may be the endless pursuit of pleasure, for pleasure cannot be endless. Therefore, in seeking it, we are bound to be disappointed. Life is not about a quest for pleasure, but about a reason for living. Our reason for living is a personal one, and one that we create. If we create it and live up to it during our free time, we won’t experience boredom. (haha)
* if u know me, u shod understand why ....bb

who care.